"You can spend your whole life figuring out why you are messed up and still be messed up once you've figured it out."
I jokingly say from time to time, "why can't everyone be normal like me?" But in truth, aren't we all messed up? When we look back and try to make sense of all that has happened in the past, we are bound to be frustrated. Constantly replaying, reviewing and rewinding is like trying to walk forward while looking backward. Our past, no matter how tragic or terrible is GONE! We can never reach back and change it. Even the good parts of our past are gone. Trying to live there drains our lives of the present. It only wastes time and energy. We can spend our lives trying to figure out why we're messed up, who's fault it is and still be messed up once we've figured it out. After all our searching, we figure out the WHY, but knowing why doesn't produce the power to change. We must know the WHO. You don't go to the problem for the answer. Jesus is the answer. We must move from the problem to the answer. Our answer is Jesus. The question is, do we believe what He did was enough?
God doesn't say, "I want you to remember your shame and learn from it." He says, "forget about it because I have." God won't remind you of your past so don't let anyone else - forget about it. He is a God of restoration and delights in turning the old into something new.
I have watched my husband restore a couple of corvettes and have been amazed at what the car looked like when he got it and what it looked like when he finished with it (although, ironically, he says he's never really finished). What was old and ugly turned into something new and beautiful. It took months and months and lots of patience to get even the tiniest detail replaced. He often gets comments about how beautiful the car is and sometimes I think "it didn't always look like this". I believe that is the way it is with us. God just keeps working on us one part at a time until all the parts have been restored and replaced and we are the beautiful creation HE originally intended us to be.
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